Wednesday, April 30, 2008

hard

i had a very hard day.

it began with the weight of doing payroll. a bit nerve racking in this recession... hoping, praying you make it: yet another month. thankfully we did.

then my heidi called. she had been called into an emergency cat scan in hopes of diagnosing some extreme abdominal pain. hung up with her and my mum called. my grandma (93 years of her) had her 4th heart attack in 2 weeks and was back in the emergency room... i was on the phone all day with these emergencies.

all the while doing the end of the month billings hoping, praying yet another month... or so, Lord...

the phone never stopped.
heidi, was sent home in the afternoon with, "we'll let you know."
grandma, was welcomed home about a half hour later. she without a doubt in this world is with Jesus. what a great and better place to be.
i am entirely convinced i believe what i do because of the prayers of my grandma and it just goes on from there. i am so thankful for her real and true faith.
heidi, has been diagnosed. thankfully it's not a REALLY bad thing. just more drugs... more treatment.... my poor girl. her body doesn't like drugs )o:

it was a hard day and night. filled with hurt and pain.

although.. i really am fine. i am so thankful for my kids, my family an my true friends. and the truth of Jesus Christ.

i like flowers too.i have a strong feeling my grandma is surrounded by many of these tonight. she loved gardening.

2 comments:

Bill Chiaravalle said...

I am so sorry for your hard day yesterday. While life is often hard, the beautiful person that you are seems to soften everything a bit.

Love, your husband

heidi anne said...

i love you and i'm glad that you're my mum. thanks for our end-of-wednesday chat. it helped me quite a lot, and made me glad that we are friends. you're one of my best.